It's October again.
The trees are abandoning their leaves &
You have abandoned me.
Okay, so maybe that isn't true...
Maybe I abandoned you.
All I know is that I'm alone &
Life & blood slowly spilling through the cracks.
The cracks I tried to seal with glue.
Over & over... and over.
Trying is useless.
I am useless.
I am nothing.
Nothing without you, that is.
I don't understand who I am anymore.
I don't understand why I'm here anymore.
I don't understand.
And sometimes I don't want to.
Oh, but I want.
I want so much, I want to want, I need to want.
And how I need to be needed.
Does anyone want me?
Does anyone need me?
So why is there still a hint of life flowing through my veins?
If there is no one, than I am nothing.
I am nothing, absolutely nothing, if there is no one.
Maybe it's my fault that I'm broken,
but the only thing I know is that I need you to fix me.
Please come for me!
Put me back together before my life is poured out.