9.29.2010

Escape, restart, reboot, shout for joy, be free.

I wish I was built with a restart button.

I'm so tired. I'm so sick... I'm so tired of being sick & tired.
Forever stuck in the same place. Waiting. Always waiting.
Suspended in space... hoping for change, praying for progress.
Wishing I could explode before I implode.
I want to escape. I want to create. I want to be free. I want to shine.


I want to live before I die.
Please, please, please let me get what I want!

(I just want to be part of something galaxy moving... & earth-shatteringly important. That is all I want, really.)

Love,
CEE.

1 comment:

Gina: said...

My girl, trust!
Our God KNOWS the plans He has for you... had I known at your age that I would see 9 countries, work a job I love, support three awesome world-changing organizations, and have so many super-cool friends... I wouldn't have believed it. (I'm as dorky/shy as they come.)

The last two years have been a non-stop challenge, but God is aligning my heart with His. It's all a matter of His timing, but you are not going to be where you are forever. Keep creating, keep caring about your friends, keep learning and trusting... I have no doubt that He's got some pretty incredible things in store for you!