Somehow, my story is part of YOUR plan.

I've been making up my own world.
I've been painting it with gold.
I pretend to be someone else.
A fictional character...
anyone but myself.
Adding sparkle to the real story.
Illuminating illusions... exaggerating escapades.

This is my dreamworld.

Dreams are destroyed.
Build them into something beautiful.
Shatter me into shards and glue my heart back together.
with your special superglue.
shiny & new.
Better than before.

The grains of sand,
slipping slowly through my hands.
time is running out...
feeling frantic, yet hiding in the deep cave of my creation.
Why am I hiding in the dark?!

Light will overtake the darkness in battle.
The dawn always prevails over the night.

There is hope for the hopeless.
YOU are my solace amidst this madness.
I am TIRED of myself.
I am sick of serenading myself.
This time i'll let YOU wear the crown.

You're the happy ending to every tragic story.

The Waterfall Maiden.

you will satisfy my soul.


frequ3ntliblond3 said...

I love your writing. It's beautiful and honest.

I'm glad you enjoyed the family series thingy. I'm thinking that maybe that wasn't the end to it? I want to add my grandparents to it. Then i'll be done. So I changed my mind. :-)

Anonymous said...

did you write this? it was beautiful

and the picture thing wasn't my idea to begin with. i stole it from someone else, who stole it from someone else. so go right on ahead :)

frequ3ntliblond3 said...

I was afraid of the same thing. So i guess that's why i'm doing it in a similar different way? If that even makes any sense...

But so often, like I said in my blog, I find myself complaining about my surroundings, when I could be so much worse off than I am. So what better way to honor that than through finding the beauty in my days? But i may do the picture a day thing, too? I'm not sure. I'm already failing. I missed yesterday. But I took a picture yesterday.

kathryn said...

Dear baby Cee : I agree with Kaitlyn. . your writing is beautiful and honest. xoxo